My heart is in pain. Not literally.

Give me any reason to believe
'Cause I swear I'm done here
'Cause I've seen a bigger picture
And I'm looking for some answers

Tell me that it's worth it
'Cause I'm doing all I can to fight it
And I've never been this scared
And my moment's finally here

Time's racing *Please slow down*
I got to find my way out
I'm hopeless *But hoping
My lungs won't fail me now
'Cause I'm still breathing

It's hard to be a man
But I'm doing all I can
I'm ready to give this all I have
I'm ready to be amazed
'Cause I'm standing here alone
Trying to make this life my own
And nothing will keep this heart from beating
I'm still breathing

Promise me some dignity
If I were to stand and die here
'Cause my heart is somewhere else
It's a pain I've never felt

Time's racing *Please slow down*
I got to find my way out
I'm hopeless *But hoping*
My lungs won't fail me now
'Cause I'm still breathing

It's hard to be a man
But I'm doing all I can
I'm ready to give this all I have
I'm ready to be amazed
'Cause I'm standing here alone
Trying to make this life my own
And nothing will keep this heart from beating
I'm still breathing

Where do we all find love?
Where do we all find love?

It's hard to be a man
But I'm doing all I can
I'm ready to give this all I have
I'm ready to be amazed *I'm still breathing*
'Cause I'm standing here alone
Trying to make this life my own *I'm still breathing*
And nothing will keep this heart from beating
I'm still breathing

The Sunsets

Finally got to online. I watched GI-JOE on saturday night. It was nice and elating la. It's like you couldnt miss the any single part of it. But sadly, i couldnt concentrate that night. I was planning to hang out with her before going to KK Music festival. I got no transportations la cause my mum said that was busy. :S

Sunday, followed the plan. Woke up at 6, then went church with my cousin, Nathan Lee. Then, follow michy's car. Her family bought me to eat. We had ngiulam. Its very nice la, especially the OX's tail soup with combinations of few herbs. Tasty tasty tasty. :) So full oh. haha After that, her dad sent us to cp. We watched 'up'. Very fun watching with her. Happy Happy Happy. :D :D :D. The movie was touching and very sweet la. I bet you can ready a pack of tissue before watching it. I cried by the way. :S We went for KK music fest after that. I had drum solo and was nervous and a bit sick la. Like a monkey playing drum. Embarrassing :S. Then, we had a walk around Sutera and watch the sunsets. Very nice oh the colours and texture those. Never regret watching the sunset with her. :D :D

Today is very boring. Morning didnt had breakfast. Watch tv then sleep then online. :(

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She went water rafting with her friends. :/
Still sick by the way, seriously not feeling well. Feels like wanna vomit though. :S

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HAIH.

Happy Belated Birthday miss

Hehehehe like it says. Didnt get to online these days. So yeah, that's why. Hope you had a nice nice one. :) I like the cartoon pic anyways. :) Its been quite a while since i know you. I'll try my best to be one good ___ . ;)